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the_gneech ([personal profile] the_gneech) wrote2012-06-26 09:39 am

An Apology

I have not been myself lately. Or more accurately, I've not been the version of myself I want to be.

I've been quite stressed for some time, and over that time it has been progressively, but steadily, grinding me into someone that I hardly recognize and don't much like. It has also wrought havoc on my health, leaving me weak, gaining weight, and now looking at skyrocketing blood pressure.

Well, a wise guy once said, "When you find you're digging youself into a hole-- stop digging!" So that's what I intend to do. Today, I stop digging.

Attitude will be adjusted. Thoughts and behaviors will be examined and modified. I will find the me I want to be and start moving in that direction.

In the meantime, I apologize for my behavior of late. I'm not normally by nature a ranty guy. I'm not normally by nature a complainy guy. I'm not normally by nature an angry guy.

I'm sorry if I've come off ranty/complainy/angry lately, and I'm sorry if it's put you off. I'm going to fix it, and I'm going to fix me.

Thanks for listening.

-The Gneech

[identity profile] fastclaw.livejournal.com 2012-06-26 02:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Get a punching bag, treadmill, or an elliptical machine. Staying in shape will always keep ya positive and up-beat.

-FC

[identity profile] the-gneech.livejournal.com 2012-06-26 02:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, exercise is something that must start happening again, as soon as the resp. infection goes away.

-TG

[identity profile] kylet.livejournal.com 2012-06-26 05:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Staying in shape will always keep ya positive and up-beat.
Don't I wish!