An Apology

[the_gneech]

I have not been myself lately. Or more accurately, I've not been the version of myself I want to be.

I've been quite stressed for some time, and over that time it has been progressively, but steadily, grinding me into someone that I hardly recognize and don't much like. It has also wrought havoc on my health, leaving me weak, gaining weight, and now looking at skyrocketing blood pressure.

Well, a wise guy once said, "When you find you're digging youself into a hole-- stop digging!" So that's what I intend to do. Today, I stop digging.

Attitude will be adjusted. Thoughts and behaviors will be examined and modified. I will find the me I want to be and start moving in that direction.

In the meantime, I apologize for my behavior of late. I'm not normally by nature a ranty guy. I'm not normally by nature a complainy guy. I'm not normally by nature an angry guy.

I'm sorry if I've come off ranty/complainy/angry lately, and I'm sorry if it's put you off. I'm going to fix it, and I'm going to fix me.

Thanks for listening.

-The Gneech

Comments

[kylet.livejournal.com]

You call that ranty? Your ranty is more polite than 99% of the internet.
In other words, you reaaaally have nothing to apologize for. But if it makes you feel better, so be it! :hugs:

[the-gneech.livejournal.com]

Well, there's more offline. :) And some of it is in my head, too. :)

-TG

[makovette.livejournal.com]

Gneech is obviously Canadian when he's in a ranty mood :)

Mako

PS: What Kylet said :)

[radbaron.livejournal.com]

I'm Canadian, and I approve of The_Gneech's Canadian-rantinesses :)

Get the rants out of your head. They feed and grow in there, until they become so big they take over the place. When it's written down (even if never published), you can look at what is bothering you, and take those steps to correct it. You might be surprised what comes out when written down.

[sirfox.livejournal.com]

Yaes. get them out, or they fester.