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Dec. 11th, 2020 10:30 amThinking through pudding today. ¬.¬
Stress re: moving and just being a human being in 2020 has made my sleep wonky recently, so last night I took 1/3 of a tablet of melatonin before bed. That did enable me to go asleep and stay asleep, but the net result is, 12 hours later, despite being up and mobile, I'm STILL asleep. -.-
What thoughts I am having, blurred and vague as they are, mostly revolve around wondering how the hell the world has come to be where it is. Stupid stuff, like the freakin' post office being sabotaged. Why did someone think that was a good idea? Why didn't everyone else around them go "No, don't do that shithead, fuck off!"? The USA has never been very good at living up to its own press, but it was once upon a time at least functional.
It annoys me that the kind of stuff I used to think up for comic book supervillains to do, is now the avowed policy of several people with their wretched hands on the levers of power in this country. And it annoys me more that the people who should be shoving back against these things, don't. Is it any wonder we have mass protests?
The world doesn't have to suck. I'll never understand why so many humans choose to MAKE it suck. Why are humans so bad at everything? -.-
Blugh.
I would prefer my first actual journal entry in a long time be something better, but that's where we are at the moment. Gonna keep trying to work towards better days.
-The Gneech
Stress re: moving and just being a human being in 2020 has made my sleep wonky recently, so last night I took 1/3 of a tablet of melatonin before bed. That did enable me to go asleep and stay asleep, but the net result is, 12 hours later, despite being up and mobile, I'm STILL asleep. -.-
What thoughts I am having, blurred and vague as they are, mostly revolve around wondering how the hell the world has come to be where it is. Stupid stuff, like the freakin' post office being sabotaged. Why did someone think that was a good idea? Why didn't everyone else around them go "No, don't do that shithead, fuck off!"? The USA has never been very good at living up to its own press, but it was once upon a time at least functional.
It annoys me that the kind of stuff I used to think up for comic book supervillains to do, is now the avowed policy of several people with their wretched hands on the levers of power in this country. And it annoys me more that the people who should be shoving back against these things, don't. Is it any wonder we have mass protests?
The world doesn't have to suck. I'll never understand why so many humans choose to MAKE it suck. Why are humans so bad at everything? -.-
Blugh.
I would prefer my first actual journal entry in a long time be something better, but that's where we are at the moment. Gonna keep trying to work towards better days.
-The Gneech
