Bleah :P

[the_gneech]

I felt like crap today. -.- I was tired, I was in the dumps most of the day, and the ol' internal monologue was stuck in an unwanted rut. In short, it felt like a flashback to 2001, and without wanting to be too dramatic, that's a place in my mental history I don't want to go again. It was also effecting me physically; by the afternoon my muscles were achey and I wasn't sure I didn't have a fever coming on.

Writing the fictionlet helped, but when learning to self-treat my depression I found that the most effective medicine for quick results was a long nap, so lythandra and I left at 4:00. The moment I was riding in the car, I was out -- and when we got home, I just went straight upstairs and slept until 6:00.

I woke up feeling much better, so I managed to get a little art in, and watch a little "Whose Line Is It Anyway?" Now I'm just sorta vegging in front of the computer screen until I'm sleepy enough to get an actual whole night's rest.

Hopefully, I'll feel better tomorrow. I didn't even get to enjoy today's thunderstorms.

It's weird; lately I find myself wishing for sunny weather all the time. It used to be that I didn't care, except for loving thunderstorms. I don't know what's caused the shift, although it seems to be related to watching anime and drawing beach scenes. *shrugs*

G'nite, all.

-TG

Comments

[frostdemn.livejournal.com]

*hugs and sneaks your motivation back to you* Sorry I took it in the chat last night. You have a good night's sleep, Gneech, you earned it. :3

[the-gneech.livejournal.com]

Harumph! Get yer own next time! ;P

-The Gneech, still looking for the work ethic that redkam took

PS: Thanks. :)

[frostdemn.livejournal.com]

^^; I hope you slept well. I'm still nurturing and growing my own, actually.

[walkertxkitty.livejournal.com]

I know that kind of feeling; when I become imbalanced, I like to go for a ride in the car. It puts my mind at ease and lets me sleep off the funk (someone else drives, of course).

Hope you feel better!

[the-gneech.livejournal.com]

Thanks, I do! :)

-TG

[susandeer.livejournal.com]

We seem to be running in a parallel thing that...runs..parallel. I wonder if it's our 30's...or this particular time of year, or a bad bit of potato had with dinner...

I, too, had to take a nap today, shortly after seeing your reply in my journal. Rainy weather gives me headaches nowadays. The drop in air pressure, I think.

If it makes you feel any better, I look up to you. @:)

Ok, I'm done sounding like a stalker now! Really! I'm trading in my binoculars. Tomorrow.

Feel better, man.

[the-gneech.livejournal.com]

You look up to me??? 0.o But ... yer Sue Deer! *kowtows* You're one of the Big Names of Furry and all that jazz!

-TG

[susandeer.livejournal.com]

One of The Big Names of Furry? I dunno about that, but...really, I do look up to you. You get so much done. I look at you and feel like I'm standing still! And it's that which makes me get moving again. @:)

Cause like...you're The Gneech... So cool you have 'The' in front of your name! @:)

[the-gneech.livejournal.com]

Well, when I first started poking around the fandom, you were one of those people (like genecatlow that everybody knew and gushed over, and that hasn't changed! So that makes you a Big Name of Furry in my book!

-The Gneech, all flustered and hiding under his desk now

[susandeer.livejournal.com]

*laughs!* No way! @:)

Remind me to tell you sometime about when I first met Herbie and Gene in the AC '99 reg line @:)

Big Names

[reynai.livejournal.com]

And what're you? Lemon sorbet?

Re: Big Names

[the-gneech.livejournal.com]

Um ... mint mocha, but yes. ^.^

-TG

[bauske.livejournal.com]

I kinda sensed you were feeling a bit down today. I have my reasons. Wish I could have chatted with you online. Tried to get online after work, but you had already gone.

Hope you get to feeling better, Gneech. You're a wonderful guy.

[the-gneech.livejournal.com]

*blush!*

FWIW, I do feel better now, thanks. :)

-TG