Meditation Journal– Fragments and Sleep

Went through the Brian Weiss video; other than a few bits of memory involving my old Mego Star Trek figures on a bed tray when I was home sick as a child, I got almost nothing but flickers and momentary glimpses. My healing color, when I could see one, was turquoise. When I attempted to visualize a garden, I seemed to be stuck behind a kind of rubber mat with a clear section, it looked kind of like a car door, or maybe being inside a work pod like the ones in 2001, that was open around my feet but for whatever reason kept me insulated and isolated from anything I was trying to picture. Then in the later portions of the video, the visual fragments turned into dream fragments and I started dozing in and out of sleep.

I did come back up to being awake when prompted in the video, so presumably some part of my mind was still trying to follow along. But conscious brain apparently needed a nap more than it needed any past life memories, today. A little disappointing, but not entirely surprising. I have been working very hard, and so of course I'm tired. There's always tomorrow.

-The Gneech

My tweets

• Sun, 14:09: I’m more sinned against, than sinning. https://t.co/CwsOQdqbYT
• Sun, 14:53: MFF every year. https://t.co/yZH8yaD4dq
• Sun, 14:58: <3 https://t.co/fcoPZihcMX
• Sun, 15:24: Holy crap this football game. O.o
• Sun, 15:51: Ugh. RG3 looks so sad. :(
• Sun, 17:47: Been drawing ponies all day. I like the result and will post tomorrow, but damn. Good thing I'm not an animator. :P
• Sun, 18:14: RT @jneen_: I forget, does #clojureconj pass this year https://t.co/uczck2xpPu
• Sun, 18:15: RT @Nasharchy: Hate speech puts people at risk, even when not literally stating to kill them all. It encourages violence. That's why it's i…
• Sun, 21:37: RT @mlp_DrQuack: I feel as if a thousand bad OCs cried out, and then were suddenly silenced.
• Sun, 22:06: Ah, it must be after 10 p.m., there go the sirens again. #UghThisNeighborhood

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