Le Sigh!

[the_gneech]

I must admit, I'm a bit down today. There is a lot of stuff happening all at once, and while I'm fortunate to be alive and have a home that's not under Lake New Orleans, I can't help but feel gloomy nonetheless.

Some of it is sadness about the aforementioned New Orleans. While I don't have any particular tie to the city myself, just the very fact that a major U.S. city is being abandoned, is something of a blow to a person. New Orleans is (was, perhaps someday will be again) a major cultural and historical center and is part of the national consciousness; a mind-bogglingly large number of people are losing everything they have. I keep thinking of historical buildings, of families losing childhood homes, and the sheer creepiness of a city of dead, flooded buildings.

On the topic of losing childhood homes, today is the last day of ensured existence for the house I grew up in. As of midnight tonight, my parents are permanently vacating 2525 Ogden Street, known to those who know me as "Ogdenland" (a term coined by my brother). I am going to stop by there on my way home tonight and give the place one last look ... by this time next year, the woods will be gone and there will be nothing but McMansions in its place.

Ogdenland was not a happy place for me, as a general rule, although it had its moments; but even so, it's been a major fixture in my life since before I was born, and its passage causes a kind of mourning. I wouldn't be surprised if I found myself hugging a few of the trees, just because most of my happy memories are centered around them.

Finally, there's just the stress and ambivalence I have about MFM. It seems really weird to be having a party, and in particular a party that's putatively in my honor, given the current state of things. BJ Buttons, who I was hoping to see, can't make it because he's going to be at his mother's funeral ... ouch. People keep telling me I'm going to be spoiled and generally pampered at this thing, which is never something I take well to in the first place, but now I'm even more bothered about it because there are so many other people who really need and deserve it a lot more than I do. But what am I supposed to do? Call up tygercowboy and say, "How about we chuck the convention and send all the money to relief efforts instead?" Somehow I don't think the hotel or the airlines would be cooperative -- not to mention the fact that a largish segment of the furry fandom would be rather put out.

Frankly, I feel like a cad and a fraud, and I don't like the feeling. :( But I don't know what to do to rectify the situation.

Le sigh.

-The Gneech

PS: Oh, and as the delightful cherry on top of this stinkbug pie of a day, I encountered this in indigoskynet's LJ: Whites 'find,' blacks 'loot.' WTF???

Comments

[huskyteer.livejournal.com]

Sounds to me like a list of reasons why you need to go to the con. Have fun, chill out and enjoy being spoiled! You give a lot of pleasure to furs; you deserve something in return. And when you're feeling less stressed thanks to having had a great time, you'll be in a better position to help out those who need it.

As for cancelling fun events due to something bad happening in the world...well, that's not how Britain got through the Blitz.

[the-gneech.livejournal.com]

I always sorta figured getting to bomb shelters quickly was how Britain got through the Blitz. ;)

-TG

[kyyanno.livejournal.com]

Nah, Tea got britain through the blitz. It makes everything better =^.^=

[laurie-robey.livejournal.com]

If you want to help the people of the Gulf coast with this convention, you could donate your profits to one of the relief organizations. Put up a sign at the booth stating as such. We're going to donate some money as it is, but we can collect a chunk from anyone else at the con who wants to help.

[the-gneech.livejournal.com]

Just exactly what I had in mind!

-TG

[torakiyoshi.livejournal.com]

I agree! And make sure you let people know that's what you're doing!

Have the best

-=TK

[shockwave77598.livejournal.com]

Our not having a good time would not help anyone harmed by the Hurricane one bit. We are not serving anyone by making ourselves unhappy.

Yes, I know it's strange to have the con under these circumstances. Look at it this way though - this is the only fun _some_ of us get in a year's time, and we intend to keep it. Come hell or high water, I want to see my friends and enjoy their company. Being reminded of how fleeting is life by the current events only makes me want to hold onto my friends and our rare get togethers all the tighter.

Celebrate while you can, for we know not what the future may bring.

[the-gneech.livejournal.com]

I'm all for having a party ... but it should be for and about the people who have lost everything they have, not some guy who draws funny pictures.

-TG

[jim-lane.livejournal.com]

"Celebrate while you can, for we know not what the future may bring."

Well-put, my friend, and, sadly, all too true.

See you (and John and the entire crew) soon!

[tygercowboy.livejournal.com]

Well we are going to see what we can do for things. Not sure yet what we are going to give it a go!

[the-gneech.livejournal.com]

Okay, just let me know what it is 'cause I want in.

-The Gneech

[tygercowboy.livejournal.com]

I'm all ready working with the puppeters to see about expanding the puppet shows a bit and we are going to open the doors to the evacuees that are still in the hotel.

I'm also working out a few other plans. I should be posting things early afternoon after things are finalized. Part of it will be helping those that are there to make things easier on them and also for us, getting back to the basics and showing what a good time still can be had no matter what and that we can help others feel a bit better or at least smile.

Hugs!

[canisrufus-uk.livejournal.com]

Frankly, I feel like a cad and a fraud, and I don't like the feeling

The simple fact that you feel like that proves you're not.


I'm sure any collections at MFM will raise significant funds for relief organisations, but as well as that I think that MFM is exactly the sort of thing lots of people need right now. Meeting friends and having some fun is exactly what people need right now. Under current circumstances there will be few people not feeling a at least a bit down. If you want to help then what better way than to make MFM a happy and fun experience for everyone there and help lift their spirits?

[doodlesthegreat.livejournal.com]

Nothing that says you can't take what you're facing and turn a positive spin on it. There's folks in the fandom who are now homeless and need places to stay. The con can be a place to work on putting together ways to help them out. The closeness of the event to the disaster makes it almost a no-brainer.

And as others have said, we've got enough going on to be serious about. Morale-building does have an effect.

You know

[kurst.livejournal.com]

The reason why you deserive to be at least once guest of honor is shown by what you wrote.

If you didn't think like that... .Then I would be worried.

[iamertai.livejournal.com]

If it was wrong to be happy at the same time as some other people in the world are not being happy, then nobody would ever be allowed to be happy.

[katayamma.livejournal.com]

Although this weekend will be bitter-sweet for you, I know that if I were in BJ's place, I would be urging you to go have your day in the spotlight and enjoy it. Bad things happen in life and we have to learn to accept them and move on, otherwise their weight will drag us down.

See you in Memphis.

*hugs*